A renewed sense of trust and gratitude envelop me as I enter an exciting new chapter of my life. I am preparing to embark upon a journey in my new camper van. Unsure of my destination or the pathway there, I am relying on my intuition to guide me. I have craved this freedom for longer than I can remember. Recently while sorting through my belongings and deciding what to take with me and what to leave behind, I came across several old notebooks filled with notes and lists. In one of many moments of feeling doubt about my decision to undertake this journey, I found scribbles of a psychic reading I had from about three years ago. It said I’d be on the move a lot and to trust my intuition to know where to go. And that natural disasters of some kind would make this possible for me.
I sat in amazement at the synchronicity of it. Not sure why though, because I have experienced untold numbers of synchronicities over the years, ever increasingly so. In addition to these tear-inducing winks of the universe, I’ve also been through countless tower moments that have enraged me and that have caused dark-night-of-the-soul level doubt. Only with much hindsight could I see why certain things needed to happen the way they did.
If it had not been for the people and institutions that have assisted me, I’m not sure how I would have fared. Until just recently I thought I may have been down for the count. Worse for the ware, I was done. Like, no more. This is usually when grace steps in. And, it did.
So overflowing is my gratitude for the emotional and financial support from the seen and unseen. Had I sooner been able to let go and truly trust in the unfolding of it all I would have been able to heal more quickly than I have. I continue to heal from my painful past, but now I trust that I am not doing it alone. Even in seemingly impossible situations, a way will always be provided. When you think you’re done, it’s just the beginning of something more beautiful.
Now is a time where we all could use some faith and trust. Trust that there will be a rainbow after the rain and sun after the storm. Don’t wait for hindsight to see that this is a spectacular time in history that is allowing us to reinvent ourselves internally as the world reinvents itself externally. It is the changing of the guard that we have all been waiting for, whether we were aware of it or not. Use this time to heal, grow stronger, and rise to a new level of consciousness. Love yourself and all of life. Be excited for what is to come. Do not waste this time in fear, because that’s exactly what they want. Just trust.